I realised I create a lot of art forms, and whilst there may be real names for it at the moment, I'll just plonk mine down until I figure it out.
Ambigram (actual term) - words that spell out the same word upside down, in some cases, spell out a different word upside down.
Neolodition - words that consist of a name plus an addition of extra letters to create a new word or an existing word.
Doublition - words that at certain levels of deciphering looks like another word when seen as they are.
Ambitence - same principal as ambigrams, but in the form of a sentence.
It could be my diploma. Or it could have been me for like since forever.
But if given the million people theory, where if a million people did the same thing, and one or two got it right, then won't it goes to show there's a way to do things and a way not to; anyway the point is what would be the difference between a million people, that will create that difference.
At the moment, I've figured out it is presentation and timing. Both are absolute in creating difference between people.
Of course, luck is also very important, but that's something else.
But on a totally-self-created scenario based on purely one's power, i guess it's presentation, how you deal with the situation, and then timing, when you present the situation.
There, i guess, at least that's one more theory for me to keep in mind.
Sky's blue (let's talk about the weather shall we)
I'd like to say but it's no where near infinity
A chance but a trillion endings
At least I got this small chance once in a lifetime
I've been given a single chance
But I turn it into a thousand theories
Which itself churns a million possibilities
But one in a trillion there's only one destiny
I can't think, chaos sweeps inside my mind
Last chances become second last
That event creates itself years back
Reasons, reasons I feebly try to stutter
A star blinks overhead
Inside a heart glows in response
I want to say, want to tell
But... the weather's nice today.
There's nothing much that I talk about that I believe people will take into consideration.
I suddenly know why. It's one of my theories, but just that it's come to light at the moment.
I suspect the mind works in such a way that responses pre-determine replies.
Sometimes I don't bother understanding what I'm theorizing.
Again, it took me forever to figure out something else. There are thousands of aspects of life, and just for now, I shall decide to simplify my life.
Not being good at something that has been decided important by society is NOT a bad thing.
Not being good at something does NOT need to generate an urge to be better at that something.
Therefore I should be completely content with how I work and shall leave things I'm not good at as it is, and work them out when I have the chance to, and things that I'm good at, I will be proud of them.
In four days, four separate things that I don't hold dear to me but I've come to realize is important to my life spoilt.
Tuesday, my laptop died.
Wednesday, I fell sick.
Thursday, a good friend didn't feel well.
Friday, my spectacle screw disappeared.
Of course, the last thing I could possibly think of about such a chain of unfortunate events was really bad luck. To me, there's no such thing as bad luck.
I'm lucky, because this happened before my exams (well, I fell sick during I/O psych test) and before the holidays. Imagine this happened during the holidays. Second, they all happened together, so I don't need to spend a few separate days fixing the problems but rather I can fix them all at once. Thirdly, I discovered it was pretty much easier to play the piano without my spectacles, so I'm now one step closer to playing a Linkin Park Medley. Fourth, I got to talk to a friend who I used to never get the chance to talk to (and also getting my friend to feel better, even if it's a bit. I think of it as a good deed done.). Fifth, I got to talk to my dad, who I also never really get the chance to talk to a lot. Sixth, this means I skipped school due to spectacle broke, so now (since monday is a holiday)I have a 4-day holiday. Seventh, I managed to save my files in my harddrive so now I don't have to cry over lost files. Eight, I still can do my normal stuff because my dad gave me tempoary ownership of a laptop coz he has a new one (he bought a better one ages back... but...) Ninth, I got to inspect my optician's fish tank and get to see a lot of cool stuff (mostly just shrimps swimming around) mainly cause I could only see them up-close(specs were still broke)Tenth is getting fish-and-chips for lunch. Eleventh is being able to get 13 hours of sleep ytd coz I was sick.
Basically I'm still very happy despite what has happened. It could have been due to one specific cause... But I believe it's just that I got a lot of sleep.
Seriously, when I say luck, people are nowhere near my definition of it.
It took me a while to get it, but I found out how life works [again].
Life will give you a present.
1]You can open it + taking the opportunity
1.1] It may be something good + opportunity being in your favor
1.11] It may be meant for you + and it really is
1.12] It may be meant for someone else + opportunity lasted awhile
1.13] It may not be meant for anyone + something no one can achieve
1.14] It may be meant for everybody + something every one can
1.2] It may be something bad + opportunity not in your favor
1.21] It may be meant for you + and that's bad luck
1.22] It may be meant for someone else + saved at a price
1.23] It may not be meant for anyone + it hurts, but not so much
1.24] It may be meant for everybody + pain is not really shared
1.3] It may not be anything at all + an opportunity faked
2]You can just hold on to it + preserving an opportunity
2.1] You can wonder about it + but it can never go higher or lower
2.2] You can destroy it + and miss a chance at pain and joy
3]You can throw it away + where it might come back
4]You can give someone else + because the opener might be the pained
However, simply
I just think life gives you something so that you can throw it away or it can be stolen from you.
Everytime life lets you smile, it snatches it away sooner or later
And then when it comes to crying, I can't smile after that even if I know life will take my sorrows from me, because as long as I smile, I will cry, and as long as I cry, I will cry again.
But philosophy is kinda nicer on the nerves than regret. At least it happened. At least it was tried, even if it was kinda bad. At least, I get a chance to smile again, depressingly even if I will cry.
But a smile is a smile. No matter what the philosophy, that's all I'd like to think that matters.